I remember when I got my first double pink line on a pee stick, I was so excited and then every pee stick after the pink line faded and I distinctly remember the sickness in the pit of my stomach, hope passing through my body. I don't want to have that feeling again yet as information unfolds regarding our adoption that little pink line is getting faint. I am so thankful I was raised in a Christian family there is nothing that can compare to their support. Thank you to a ALL who have called, sent text messages, and letters that means the world to me and it seems you all know when I'm feeling down because that is when your uplifting words come rolling in.
Trying to update is hard because I don't know where to draw that privacy line of this girl and the situation we are in but I will do my best. There are 2 possible fathers of this baby that are in the picture, and a stepmother who wants this baby. According to the research no one here is fit to care for another baby. "B" has signed papers with our attorney but possibly with the stepmother also. It will come down to the delivery and who she will sign a contract with then. It is such a terrible way to see that baby enter the world with people fighting over the rights that an attorney & court reporter have to be present to protect us and that this little one's life will forever have a story attached. Mike & I are so close to feeling the weight of a baby in our arms, smelling its sweet little head, and whispering here's mommy. We will fight for this baby, this baby is ours, and we love HIM with all our heart.
Pray that "B"'s heart and mind are in sync because that is when she will find peace. And so will I.
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