this is not me

I guess I became a counselor over night. I guess all my trivial problems over the years help me understand someone else better. Going to church, reading the Word, and living in a christian home prepared me for where I am right now. HOWEVER I am not a forward, outspoken, give advice kind of girl. I am quite, reserved, sit back and watch, let others do the "dirty" work type. Yesterday I became someone I am not, but God prepared me for it. I became someone else support system and you know what I liked it, I enjoyed hearing the voice on the end calm down it gave be a sense of peace and satisfaction. This isn't so bad, this is just what you do when you are chosen for adoption. Birth mother's do not have it easy and my heart aches for this girl. Many of the paths we choose are selfish but this is not, she has made mistakes but haven't we all? She is in a valley and it is our responsibility to help her take the next step up. Today she is going to the ER to get an accurate check up as mentioned before we do not have a due date and this is scary but this is faith. This whole process has the most grandest outcome if the outcome is bringing a baby girl home. Grace brought us Bobbie, Faith is keeping us here.